I’m building remorse in my heart. And it’s sad because it creates a domino effect that hinders me to become a better person. I know life will always give me the bitter pill of reality. And what’s worst? I always betray my words about moving on and acceptance. I can’t always be like this. I keep on telling myself that it’s okay to stop waiting. But the thread of hope keeps on deceiving me. I’m still addicted about the thought of holding on.
This hypocrisy has to end. I’m only poisoning my personal growth. I will live better. So help me God.